Valentine's Alone

Waking up to the freezing air

Not spotting any teddy bear

Into the blurry light I stare

Valentine's Day is awful, I swear

Shots of love Instagram was filled

Without difference, Twitter too was killed

Turning my head to the right, I looked

Even my plushie had such a day booked

After all the cringing scenes

I decided to head out to sightsee the greens

Not expecting to see a couple of two

Kissing each other that gave me the flu

Headed back inside to watch a movie

Well, The Notebook definitely made me moody

The kitchen I go to make myself lunch

Heart-shaped cereals didn't help, I boringly munch

A snap of fingers, I see the moon

The night's here yet I hold no balloon

Devastating, ain't it? February 14

Singles out there, at least we're all clean!

Yup, that's me.

- Inspired by how society gives a hard time to the singles out there during every February 14. -

Michelle a.k.a. Awkwardos

First glare sent me a quiet kitten
The one who studies hard all autumn
Stunned to bits with my wrong judgement
As she's quite a hipster, never a roman

Random phrases she habitually pops
Trying to make sure the fun never stops
Cute stuff and cats steal her tops
Nugget_Pancake and tons of lolipops

Brofist our way to 'Balalalala'
Bubba Babbu's I to her awesome mama
I suppose we're fated as awkward fellas
Somehow she reminds me of the husky, Mishka

Toothsome craving often we share
Yes, food's a priority only both of us bear
She's one in a million who plays the games fair
A really great friend I would refer too rare

Remember you handed me a meaningful letter?
In case you didn't know, it smiled me like Mad Hatter
Sorry this poem could be done so much better
Hope you love it, you crazy mustache mister!

Awkwardos - Gauche buddies! ;P

- Inspired by the infinite-years-classmate // Big Hero 6 fanmate! -

Red

Stunning performance steals the show
Wreck them shades with standards never low
Cool's the word yet chill's a no
All tackle's red, the colour without cold

Taylor Swift's album grabbed its fame
Fiery as heck unleashed no shame
Red's a scene no one would say lame
A splash so wild it turns on the A game

The pallet I favourite shines and captures
Bagpack, watches, painted with texture
Once I dreamt a puppy with red fur
Barking around like warrior of the year

People say red's the violence of blood
I agree not as it's tears of innocence
Grasps for its last breath stories the brave
As red was never the wall of a cave

Daring-like glory fought for world's peace
Drawing its power from the red flag in mist
Respect such colour as it challenges risks
Also not forgetting the love of a kiss.

Superpup!

- Inspired by my favourite colour. -

Lost in Fire

Waking up by the whiff of smoke

First sight's orange blaze with no sign of joke

A blink of an eye, I laid on bed awoke

Surrounded with white, my life seemed revoked

Lost both my guardians, I grew into stray

Playing with street pups's my lonely parfait

Lazy I'm not, as I toil in a cafe

Understanding one day, my luck may decay

Sometimes I wonder who I truly am

Bullied since five but failed to throw a damn

Tears often present, finding my life a sham

Soul possessedly riding on a downhill tram

One luckless day I met this tall guy

Tempted me with candy, hidden his sly

Tagging along to the alley nearby

A terrifying affair occurred, impossible to defy

Today I lie on the sidewalk as a trier

Head stuffed with thoughts & feelings so dire

Expecting death soon, covered with pyre

All I'll remember are the ones I lost in fire.

Aflame thoughts.

- Inspired by the boldness of living fire, its aliveness that's able to thieve true love.
  Here's my first narrative poem! What a fate the persona owns. -

Nedd a.k.a. BFF

A lady I wouldn't address
But a tigress in a dress
Her ideas so brave it's a mess
Sadly the shy in her is an ass

Her dimples mark her cool
Which I find not so true
She's so strong like a bull
Strength never used for cruel

Her food choice is my rage
So choosey I'd lock her in a cage
Although we share the same age
I believe she owns a younger page

Her worries settle on almost everything
She needs to keep calm and start singing
Her voice so good four chairs would swing
An imperfectly perfect package to be seen

Alas the down side lies on me
The friend who tried not hard enough to show her the world she foresees
I deeply hope she finds joy & glee
And live her dream like honey & bee.

15 year old cat-smiles. Ah, surely miss those junior times. 

- Not exactly inspired but requested by Nedd herself. :D
  Well, it counts though as she IS an inspiration. (written few months ago) -

The Fox Among The Wolves

I'm a fox among the wolves
Coated in brown instead of bold grey
Obvious stand-out, but not in a fine way
"Be gone, you don't belong here", others say

I'm a fox among the wolves
Praised for bravery not, but my sneaky spot
To unravel misthoughts, I whole heartedly fought
But still others code me as a lazy donut

I'm a fox among the wolves
While the rest hunt, they said I steal food
Little others know, pry in pack's not my mood
Because solo's my flair, independence or I'm skewed

I'm a fox among the wolves
Surrounded by claws, harshly played are my days
I promise soon enough, you'll witness a mockingjay
Roaring for justice, naming my quote 'hooray'

I'm a fox among the wolves
Difference's ain't gravity but motivating stone
Distinctive colour brings out my inner hone
Yes, here I am, the fox who owns the throne.

That flawless stare.

- Inspired by my deep affection for foxes. -

Addiction in Rain

It all began two years ago
An incident happened that made blood unflow
My heart pierced by a deathly arrow
That's when I started to suicide in slow

A penny I paid for a rusty blade
For the action prepared to tame my own hate
With no second thoughts a cut unfold red
A moment none believed but it's when I met my mate

Soon enough my nerves lost its pain
As this has became my addiction in rain
It covers depression inside that's inhumane
As long as blood drips, my mind shall be sane.

Hope this will be my last cut. #fingerscrossed

- Inspired to write before I really try to quit this addiction. Wish me luck. -

Levels of Aspiration

I hold a soul craving to shine

As everyone around laughed while watching me twine

Lying like death ain't gonna help so why whine

My bold painful fist lifted me up to find what's mine

I began to draw life that exists in my joy

Wild imaginations I opened and deployed

Soon people around me noticed and enjoyed

Something they would read all day without being cloyed

Few weeks later I spread the muse

Music's my spark like feet and shoes

Piano, once a chained-on torturing fuse

Became none but my emotional abuse

Rhythm and beats are somehow my thing

So hidden I never noticed till my friend taught a fling

Thanks to him as it woke me up like a bee sting

It turned into an unexpected specialty I could wing

Confidence then risked myself a bet in red

Youtube it is, which I'm glad I went ahead

A thousand subscribers, rising and never dead

The dream I worked to chase, finally revealing its bed.

Chase your dreams.

- Inspired by real life events I went through. -

Summer, the Husky

A day I would say sunny
I met a little Husky
He acted cute and funny
In a blink, we became buddies

I named him little Summer
It was when I met this hugger
No matter how cold was winter
He never fails to make me warmer

Who cares I own no friend
But a companion that allows a two-man-band
Summer rarely hides in his den
Whatever I do, he's my biggest fan

"Hey Summer, let's go out to play!"
The line I excitedly say everyday
I wonder why they couldn't see us bray
My parents say he's just my imaginative stray

Summer, Summer, please don't leave me soon
You kept me sane like Earth and Moon
Without you, my heart would lose its glee
So get me a husky, Summer it shall be.

Summer in the Autumn.

 - Inspired by my dream of having Summer -

My Tiny Mate

I was delighted once
Until my school mates grunt
They judge on what they hunt
Words I heard ain't so fun

Soon depression hit my head
Isolated myself as I'm dead
Luckily I met my mate
I assume this is our fate

She said, looks I should care
Escorted me into her perfect lair
To be happy again I must bare
Hunger shall not be felt, she dare

Time past while I obeyed
Didn't know I was her prey
Stood strong, results did pay
Although my life turned grey

Through all, I felt the change
People praised, I won my game
It's wrong how the world has gone
Is this what you want us to become?

- Inspired by nothing I suppose, words just found its way out. You'll get it if you own what I own. -

A.A.T.S.

All above the stars
Kept my hopes ajar
It lies in space so far
Where dreams and futures are

I slept in quiet snow
While working hard below
Cause a bow without an arrow
Presents nothing but a show

We strike and charge by dawn
Before white blood is drawn
So don't lay down and yawn
Why put your soul to pawn

Loyal, strong-willed cries
Made when its soulmate dies
The lion shall be I
Who avenge unfair goodbyes

The last call is plain sight
Nothing but empty might
Voice only promised light
And perform by tonight

Stars, stars everywhere.

- Inspired by my blog title -